Hear me out!

Sorry everyone, I have been absent. YES! I am finally back home ( well, I have been back home for quite awhile now, hahaha!). Just because I don't upload enough posts in a month, please don't stop coming and visiting my blog! Each one of you who read my posts really make my day when I "do" check blogger. :)  

So here is what I am trying to share with you today.
Yes, I am going deep, deep, REALLY deep today (well, I am going to try).
I am going to share and write my vision and dreams that I have in the future.
Most of you might not be interested but I am doing this, so that when I grow up, I can look back and say, " Wow, I accomplished this much? I feel happy".
So hear me out!

Everyone should have unique vision in their lives.
I don't mean to teach people who are older than me, I am just sharing my thoughts.
I have been reading books about dreams, indivisuals embracing their dreams.
I just recently read a book about how everyone should have a goal in their lives and it is really important.

Right after I read the book, I started writing down my dreams,
things that excite me, make me feel happy just by thinking about it.

So here are some things that really excite me. And I want to make this happen.

1. I want to get into " Yonsei University: Underwood International School" , which is located in Korea ( perfect), all classes are run by foreign professors ( foreign: any other race of people than Koreans" and in English. I get to be home then, studying what I want for cheaper price.

2. My dream( vision) is : me being a doctor. Thinking of me in those long white doctor gown makes me happy and excited.  I know it's weird but something in me is trying to say that this is the right path for me.
To become a doctor, I know that there are HUGE stress, studying time involved. But if I can get in to study Med, I think I can/ and I will handle the process of it.

Something exciting, something that makes you feel happy and excited...
Dreams.. visions... different voices calling you, imagine .... in 15~20 years, where you will be... what you will be doing....

...... Do you have something? Write it down! Brainstorm!
Make it happen, try your best so that you won't regret!

We are the future of this generation and we can say that

" WE HAVE A DREAM. I HAVE SOMETHING I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH. A GOAL."

and let's go and embrace our dreams. We can do it, we got it and we will do it.

I Dream.

I dream a dream...
Dreaming about my fairy tale life...

wondering if that could ever happen,
wondering if that is even possible....

Today,
I dreamed a dream, again.

Summer 2011

Hello Everybody!
            Summer
                        2011
                            is
                                .... finally

                                          HERE! :)

Have a safe vacation!

Why is God so good to me?

I am
Overwhelmed.
Tired.
Angry.
Hating.
Selfish.
Sad.
Jealous.
Unfaithful.
Sinful...

He is my Father, a father who allows me to rest upon Him,
a Father that listens to my complaints but loves me anyhow...
Lord, why are You so good to me?

Stanley Cup FINALS :)

It is stanley cup finals : GAME 7 on wednesday!
BOSTON BRUINS vs. VANCOUVER CANUCKS


of course it's going to be....
THE CANUCKS! <3

How amazing is He?

Jeremiah 29:11

New International Version (NIV)

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Nella Fantasia...

So beautiful.

Nella Fantasia by Sarah Brightman


In my imagination I see a fair world,
Everyone lives in peace and in honesty there.
I dream of souls that are always free,
Like the clouds that fly,
Full of humanity in the depths of the soul.

In my imagination I see a bright world,
Even the night is less dark there.
I dream of souls that are always free,
Like clouds that fly.

In my imagination there exists a warm wind,
That breathes on the cities, like a friend.
I dream of souls that are always free,
Like clouds that fly,
Full of humanity in the depths of the soul.

Unsatisfied?

I don't feel satisfied.
I am constantly around people who are so successful and because of that, I feel powerless.
" Just give your best shot at everything and you will get it!" is what most people would say when it comes to a 'problem' like mine. " I feel useless and powerless because I am NOT good at anything." ...

God gave me many gifts and talents. I am aware of that.
But what if you haven't found "your gifts and talents" yet?

How am I supposed to know what my gifts and talents are?

Amazing moments in life;

Today, on a facebook page, I happened to see this image that I can totally relate myself to. I cherish these moments and I want to see if you guys do as well.

As well as that, I want to add one more thing to this list -> ' when eating desserts'

You make me smile.

Why does it feel like God is giving me another chance?
Am I allowed to tell myself, it is okay?

You make me dance like fool,
forget how to breathe,
shine like gold,
buzz like a bee...

So, give me once more,
oh, you make me smile.

Heavenly Belize

In the middle of the ocean

Mmmmm... Nachos!!!

Belize. What an amazing country!

Such small country but God still put together an amazing creation.

From people to nature, I cannot explain how much I enjoyed staying there.

At a heartbeat, if I get a chance to,

I'd choose to go back to Belize.

Here we come, Belize!

we are off to Belize(in central america) with our school for 7 days! I will be back on the 24th!


ps. pictures will be up soon after!
:)
xoxo

What do you want me to do?

This weekend I went on a campus tour @ Trinity Western University.
It seems like a really cool school.... BUT.
I have had other universities in my mind for a long time.
UBC, UofVic, Toronto, McMaster,McGill ......
I don't know what God wants me to do. Eventhough I still have awhile to think about my future,
it seems like it is important for me to make right choices.
...
Hey God, what do you want me to do?

Why I fell in love with Lady Gaga.

Yes, I have started to like Lady Gaga.
Before I go on, I have a confession to make.
Even 10 minutes ago, I did not really like Lady Gaga.
I just had this some sort of stereotypical opinion on her. Simply because she had a unique style. Like I have wrote in my blog entry, " Weird people", I have come to realize how important it is not to judge others but love each other.

Anyways, here is the story: as always, I have surfing around youtube and happened to look up, " Lady Gaga- Born This Way". It is a new song that she had released not too long ago and I was curious to hear the song again since the Grammys. Anyhow, I was searching around and saw a young girl singing her song, " Born This Way". I have also seen her on Ellen show because of this video. I watched it and found out that Lady Gaga had asked her( Maria- the girl who sang her song) to come and sing with her on during her concert.
During Maria and Lady Gaga's talk, I could clearly tell that Lady Gaga's uniqueness had effected her. The society has ( and still is) judged her, wronged her and now she is hurt. Even though people think that Lady Gaga is weird, she has not changed a THING about herself. It is because she wants to be herself! She does not let anyone look down on her and that's where I think is especially unique about her.


Lady Gaga really is a true inspiration. She does not let anyone else define who she is and she stands up for what she thinks is right. I really pray that other people will realize it is okay to be different and we are all born as who we are meant to be.

We are not perfect. Nobody can be perfect. However, God makes no mistakes.

WE ARE ALL BORN THIS WAY.

Patterns.VOGUE.

I just personally love the patterns and the style.

weird people.

I just recently watch a funny video that talked 'bout 'weird' people.

You might think, "Oh, she is going to talk about how many weird people there are and how she hates them", which this video was NOT about! It basically talked about how everyone is unique and different in their own individual way and that we should not make fun of them. IT makes sense! Just because someone is a bit different than we are, we often decide to call people ," WEIRD". In that case, EVERYONE is weird because everyone is different! No one can be exact same as each other, and that is why God created us! If everyone was 'normal' and same, this world would not be as fun and interesting as it is now.

ALl the weird people out there, including ME, embrace your "wierd-ness" and be proud of it.

That's right everyone! Let us be proud of who we are and love one another.

It was here.

Love..

What?

Love.

Who?

Love.

LOVE IS HERE.

1 Corinthians 13:4–8a Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails ...

Is it not obvious?

Today in class, we began to talk about the elderly people.
People are saying how the government is not really supporting the people who are old, and that there should be better homes for them. They also talked about how costly it is stay in one of those homes or hospitals.
I came to think more carefully about this subject.
I started to think of all the support that my parents has given me for 17 years of my life. 17 years ... 'that's a long time', I thought. And it is! But most people complain that they can't take care of their parents who raised them and took care of them for more than 20 years!
I think we should be VERY thankful and should be willing to take care of them with LOVE just like they did when we were young. Now that we are older, it should be VERY VERY obvious that people should be paying their parents back by taking care of them.

People always ask me, 'what would you even do with good marks?', ' Just marry a husband who is wealthy. You don't have to work that hard! your husband will support you.' Here is my answer. My answer to the questions are, "I am going become a successful person and pay my parents back with LOVE and full support just like they did when 'we' were young. If I don't become successful, who would take care of my parents? That's mostly why I want to have a good career. I want to be able to give everything back to my parents that I owe and be able to support my parents financially. "

Love Bieber or Hate Bieber?

As a seventeen year- old teenager, I personally think that it's ridiculous how so many girls are 'in LOVE' with Justin Bieber. We are not just talking about simply liking him. I have seen many videos of little girls crying over him. I strongly believe that NO ONE should be worshipping him like some kind of god because he is NOT! However, I do think that we should respect him as an artist. Well, we should at least be able to respect most of the artists. Some of them do have great potential and talents! A lot of people think that Justin Bieber is very talented and handsome, which I think is true as well! And I do not think there is nothing wrong with that. I like him as an artist, I do listen to his songs and occasionally watch his interviews. But I am NOT obsessed. Some of my friends think that it is ridiculous just to say he is an good artist! That is where I think is wrong! Justin Bieber has not done any harm to us, which means there is no need for hatred! I think it is good for us to encourage every artists with their talents instead of HATING them just because so many girls are obsessed over Justin Bieber because he is just like one of us, created in God's image.
Love or hate Justin Bieber?
Here is a question for you.